Well tomorrow the Baby is going to be 7 months old. I have just 5 months left of my leave and my baby boy is 5 months closer to his first birthday. I have many feelings about this milestone. First of all I have this panicky feeling that I missed some great things because I am so busy with all three kids! I also have this feeling of sadness knowing (and being realistically satisfied) that this is my last baby. I wish I had held him longer when he was littler. I also regret not having photos of me with him. I don't even have one of him right after he ws born. I don't know why 7 months old brings these feelings more than at 6 months. Maybe because it's the start of some very exciting things in his life. I know I am excited to see him crawl and walk and get teeth. But part of me hopes this won't happen too fast, I would like to have my baby for a little while longer!
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