August 8, 2012-Panic

Today my cousin came to visit with her kids for lunch and we had a nice time.  Her daughter M played with my Girl, and the Boy tried to find his place with the Girls.  Her other daughter A, is adorable.  She is 19 months and quite a charmer.  It was nice to have a chat with my cousin and let the kids play.



I don't think he liked the flash!

This evening the Girl went to a trial class for baton twirling. They had a booth at the market a couple of weeks ago and she tried it there. She said she was interested in trying the class. She loved baton, the instructors were impressed with her smile and that she tried really hard to learn the basics. I think we'll sign her up for the year.



I am starting to have anxiety about going back to work. I am both worried about missing out on all the kids stuff and being able to do my job properly after a year off. I feel like my brain has gone a little mushy, I just hope that I am able to cope with three kids, a house and a job. I hope that I can find enough time in the day to get almost every thing done. I know that the baby won't remember my leaving him in day care but I will remember and I hope I can cope with that. I have enjoyed my time off a lot, but now that I am in the home stretch it is getting harder for me to have fun!